Medical posting

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, hampir 3 minggu masuk medical posting. So far, still survived. I enjoyed this posting so much! :) Even banyak benda tak ingat, nak kena catch up balik..tapi rasa macam masuk jek posting kali ni dengan diri ini. Ecewahhh..banyak la masuknya. Ahaha.

Okay, tekad nak kena recall balik ape yang dh study dulu-dulu. Yes! U can do it! U go girl!!!

So, doakan my medical posting goes smoothly. Amin. ;)

cerita hari ini

Assalamualaikum.

Menjonahkan diri di ward harini. Since pagi review patient nonstop, followed by clerking new case & procedure blood taking, followed by intubate patient, followed by transferred out (t/o) patient.

Balik t/o patient, masuk pantri. Nampak bungkusan nasi kerabu pagi tadi,  tak terusik. Simpan niat nk makan kejap lagi after review & buat passover patient.

Alih2 , penat sangat..nampak katil jek. Punch card, balik rumah. Baru sedar, nasi kerabu kat pantri tadi blom makan lagi.

Sekarang mengantuk tahap gaban. Selamat malam dunia.

P/s: Nak cuti sebulan tanpa gaji boleh? ;)*ngadeeeee~~~

Merapu meraban

Assalamualaikum.

Harini offday.

Nak catch up balik cerita setahun yang lalu. Tak terkejar rasanya. Nak semput jek.

Fast update.

Dah habes ortho posting. *semua dah tahu sebab dah ade post pasal tu, skali dgn post banjir besar tahun sudahnya.

Surgical posting dah, followed by O&G posting.
Both are interesting posting. Dua-dua posting ade ceritanya tersendiri. Love the posting so much. Tapi aku ni jenis yang tak tahan duk dalam OT lama-lama. Sejuk babeee. Nasib OT C-sec kejap jek.

Currently, in Paeds posting. Harapan nak masuk tahun baru dengan posting baru jugak. Tapi harapan tinggal harapan. Baby2 tak nak lepaskan aunty dia yang cantik lagi menawan ini. Takpe lah, aunty bagi chance..sebulan lagi untuk bermanja-manji. *eh! Ade ke kataganda gitu? Ahhh..lantak pi ahh. ;)

Okaylah. Setakat tu jek.

Eh..jap jap.

Benda penting ni!!!
Aim tahun ni. Nak cari jodoh untuk diri sendiri. Umi nga abah dah sibuk duk tanya-tanya dah. Dah dapat menantu pompuan + cucu, sekarang nak menantu laki pulakkk.
Tu laa..haritu dah ade calon sorang tu. Tapi sebab orang tu duk jauh kat johor, taknak. Nak yang dekat-dekat Kelantan jek. Sekarang ni, sibuk duk tanya-tanya. Dah takde dah la. Kena cari jodoh lain. Sekarang ni dah tak kisah dah, duk kat mana. Asalkan orang tu boleh jaga & bahagiakan anak diorang dan bimbing anak dia ni ke jalan yang benar dan diredhai Allah swt.

Kepada siapa-siapa yang tengah mencari jodoh or tolong mencari jodoh. Kabor-kabor la ekk. ;)

P/s:: Ahaha. Nak tergelak post pasal ni. Layan je la eh korang-korang semua.

I dont know how to explain things.

One word.

I miss the way u text me.

I miss all our conversation.

Our relationship was hanging like that.

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Once, before. I tried to express my feeling towards u. 

But, the answer was negative.

Since that, i told myself..just forget about him and give up on him.

I took some time and space just being far from u.

But, then..suddenly my heart just cant accept that. 

Once again, i approached u. As a friend.

Then, we had chatting and all the conversation about our life, works. Almost everyday. But, never toward that one, the relationship.

I thought, yes..maybe u just want to be friends with me. 

I can accept that.

But, being a girl..who want to be loved. My heart want more than that. 

Then, i slowly take a step back. Steps by steps far from u.

I realized, u never bothered about my existence. 

Then, with that i came to the conclusion. Yes, u are not interested at me at all.

I took a few months to conclude this. 

Here i am. 

Concluded what was happening.

Thanks for being my friends. Thanks for being a really really great friend to me. 

Fifi. 8.00pm-28/11/2015

Too many things to be shared

Assalamualaikum.

Banyak benda nak diceritakan.
But it may took a long time for me to write all sort of things here, just in 1 night.

One thing to be highlighted. I have had enough.

--> to be continued. XOXO