Umi abah lebih tahu

Assalamualaikum.

Tak tau nak start cerita ni kat mana.

Kadang-kadang, kita rasa kita dah terlalu dewasa untuk buat decision. Tapi, parents yg lagi awal makan garam daripada kita, lagi banyak pengalaman, dah tentu decision diorang kena diambilkira.

So, ikot la kata parents.

Slow-slow. Go with the flow.

Thanks for everything. Kalau ade jodoh, tak ke mana.

Last posting

Assalamualaikum.

Ehem. Ehem.

Pejam.Celik.Pejam.Celik. Dah 2 minggu masuk ED. Sorry..terlambat update. Emo sket. Duhhh. -_-

Ape tu ED? ED tu, emergency department. The best thing about ed is work schedule!!! Which is..shift system. Either..morning shift? evening shift? or bd shift? Dah lama tunggu nak keje shift macam ni. Finally, its my turn!!! Dun worry, your turn will come. (Merujuk kepada kawan2 ho yg bakal masuk ed lepas ni). Heheee. Jum, ramai2 masuk ed!! Hoyeahhhh! :D

After 1 week period  of tagging, kitorang (me, una, eyna) start keje shift. Weehooo!!! Bos-bos and Mo's, all sporting!!! Best giler!

And of course, kat ed ni..you have to work fast! Make a fast & correct diagnosis. And give the right treatment. So that, the discharge one will not come again (as they happy with the treatment) and the one that need to be referred to a certain specialty, got referred and get the correct management! ;) Ngeee..me is happy too. Dapat kosongkan ed!! That feeling when ed bed is empty. Ahaha. How i wish!

So, almost 2 weeks in ed. So far so good. But, need to brush up all the skills. Ortho, Surgical, O&G, Paeds & Medical (just finished posting laaa...duhh). Hurmm, maybe kat ed ni dah boleh start dah kot..nak decide masuk department mane lepas ni. Up to now, more to medical based. But, heyy..who knows??? Hehee. We'll see. ;)

And cuba teka, apa? Masuk ed time bulan puasa. Puasa kat ed la kita ya tahun ni. And..my birthday pon time bulan puasa jugak! Dun forget to wish me okay! 29th June! Ahaha! Poyooo! :P Dah tua dah. Tapi still boleh panggil baby lagi. Awww! Dah kenapa macam tuuu? -_-"

Okay la. Rasanya macam kena stop kat sini. Nanti ntah apa lagi duk merapu kat sini. K bye!

P/s: Puasa cukup tak semua ni?? Hawa-hawa dimaafkan. Adam-adam? Takyah nk ponteng sangat hokayyy!

Almost a year

Assalamualaikum. 

Almost a year. Hanging like that.

Dunno what is wrong.

Have u really forgot about me?

No text at all. 

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Could u please tell me, & i promised i will accept anything explanation from u. 

To leave or to stay.

I dunno why i being like this. 

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Sorry. 

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Just dont want to talk to anyone

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Kadang-kadang

Assalamualaikum.

Semalam oncall eventfull giler2. Intubated 2 pt serentak. Semalaman berkampung kat ED.

Balik rumah, drive for 1 hour dalam keaadaan yang mengantuk yang amat. Almost 30++ hours tak tido. What do u expect. Drive kete pon slow2, bukak radio kuat2. 

Sampai rumah collapsed. Tido, tak sedarkan diri dengan perut kosong. 

Bangun, lapar. Mencari sesuap makanan. Unfortunately, dinner time dah habes. No food available. Makanan paling cepat dan pantas; megi! 

Kadang-kadang, kita tak boleh harapkan orang lain faham keaadaan kita. Kadang-kadang orang sekeliling kita tak faham situasi kita. Diorang tak berada ditempat kita. Even family kita sendiri. Jangan salahkan diorang. Tak boleh nak salahkan diorang, kalau diorang tak pernah pon nak tanya kita, 'okay keje?' 'dah makan belum?' 'penat ke keje?' 'semalam dapat tido ke tak?' Tak boleh. Sebab diorang tak berada di tempat kita. Tak pernah lalui semua itu. Dan jangan sesekali paksa diorang untuk faham kita. Nnati kita merana. 

So, apa yang boleh kita buat? Take care of your own self. Yes, indeed true.

Always think positive. 

Okay.Bye.