Tuesday, April 25, 2017

To my other half...still searching

"I want to be the one you look for in a crowd;
I want to be the one you think of before you sleep;
I want to be the one you see as your future partner;
I want to be the one you deserve;
I want to be the one who will cook for you every morning;
I want to be the one who will kiss you good night;
I want to be the one you will watch the sunset with;
I want to be the one you would be grateful for;
I want to be the one you consider the love of your life;
I want to be the one who is beside you when you’re old.

You are the one who I always search for;
You are the one who I pray for at night;
You are the one who I want to be the father of my child;
You are the one who I want to take the risk for;
You are the one who I want to have breakfast with;
You are the one who I want to see every time I wake up;
You are the one who let me see the rainbow;
You are the one who gave me so much more;
You are the one that I love;
You are the one who I want to spend the rest of my life with.''


Monday, April 24, 2017

Selalu end up macam tu. Pasrah.


If he isn't as sweet and as excited to talk and see you,
he's seeing another one.



Wednesday, April 19, 2017



I’m Not Good At Dating, But I Know How To Love‬

‪I’ll be honest. I’m not good at dating. I’m not good at “let’s be casual,” or “we’re just messing around,” or “we’ll see where this goes.”‬

‪See, that’s the thing—I want to know where this is going before I even get started. I want to know the purpose, the direction, the point—because why have something meaningless? Life’s too damn short for meaningless.‬

‪No, I’m not crazy. (Only sometimes.) I don’t need to know your favorite color, your deepest fear, and if you think you’ll fall in love with me on our very first date. But I’d like to. I’d like to know the way your mind works, if it’s calm and patient, nervous and hesitant, or if you’re just as passionate and scatter-brained as me.‬

‪I want to know where this is going before I even get started.‬

‪I want to know everything about you, from the things that make you laugh to the first time you cried. I want to know if you love your mother, if you envy your older brother, if nothing you’ve experienced will ever compare to the feeling of stepping on a football field. And I want you to tell me all of that.‬

‪I want to know you, really know you. And I want to fall into you, unafraid.‬

‪See, I’m not good at dating, at small talk, at stuffy dinner dates where we skirt around the deep questions because we don’t want to scare each other off.‬

‪I don’t care if I scare you off. If I can’t know who you are, then why bother sitting across the table, sharing bites of steak and sips of wine and pretending this is going somewhere when it’s not.‬

‪I’m not good at dating, and I’m not good at casual. I’m the opposite of casual. Because ‘casual’ is synonymous for purposeless and I’ve always had a sense of direction.‬

‪I want us to go somewhere, not sit stagnant and still.‬

‪Love isn’t stagnant and still.‬

‪And I’m not the ‘we’re just messing around’ type of girl. I don’t ‘mess around.’ I think that’s stupid. Why give you pieces of myself when you can’t even commit to staying? I won’t be able to make you fall in love with me, and frankly, I shouldn’t have to try. So no, I won’t ‘mess around’ because at the end of the day, we’re just wasting each other’s time. We’re just keeping one another from falling in love.‬

‪And no matter how we try to convince ourselves otherwise, that’s what we’re all searching for.‬

‪Here’s the thing, I don’t understand the dating world. I don’t understand the quickness, the half-heartedness, the jumping from person to person and the ‘feeling things out’. When I spend time with someone, when I start to get to know them, when I let them start to get to know me, that’s everything.‬

‪I don’t know how to shut off the stream of emotions, the excited butterflies when I hear their name, the passion I feel for wanting to discover who they are behind their surface.‬

‪I can’t help wanting to fall for them. Not nervously, not hesitantly, and sure as hell not casually. Is that so wrong?‬

‪I don’t know, maybe I’m strange. Maybe I’m crazy. Maybe I’m too much. All I know is I have no clue how to date.

"I’m the girl that falls in love.
But I’m the girl that makes you unafraid to fall, too." 

πŸ’Œ Marisa Donnelly  ‬

Monday, April 17, 2017

Tengah mencari...


Sekarang ni tengah mencari.... mencari mood yang hilang entah ke mana untuk update blog.

Belanja gambar la satu.

Masa ni kat Namsan Tower. Gambar pon gelap, sebab pergi waktu malam. Ahahah.

Harap-harap mood rajin datang la eh!

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Tak sabar


Tak sabarnya nak pergi. Tak sampai satu hari lagi, nak pergi korea!!! Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan pergi dan balik, dan juga semasa berada disana nanti. Amiin.

Cherry blossom!!! Tunggu saya datang eh!!! 😍🌸🌸🌸😍

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

A bouquet flower, so beautiful

Bila lah nak dapat sejambak bunga macam ni?

Menanti dan terus menanti.

Ambik ni dulu ah πŸ’

Monday, April 3, 2017

Tak boleh nak tido


Malam ni tak boleh nak tido.
Tiba-tiba rindu nak jumpa kesayangan semua.
Rasa nak peluk-peluk semua orang.
Apa khabarlah mereka semua agaknya?
Sihat ke?