Monday, February 27, 2012

i can say i'm fine when you don't see me cry

the one that got away



"Sometimes it’s hard to say no when you really mean yes,
it’s hard to close your eyes when you really want to see,
it’s hard to forget when you really can’t
and the hardest is to go when you really want to stay"

 "One day, love and friendship met.
Love asked, “Why do you exist when I already exist?”
Friendship smiled and said, “To put a smile where you leave tears"

Sunday, February 26, 2012


hai. (^_^)


1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

mirror mirror

hai. (^_^)

nak tengok cite ni boley??? 

jum! lets make a date!


Sunday, February 19, 2012

hai. (^_^)

penat memikirkan soal hati dan perasaan ni. hurmmm?

hati ni susahkan nak menerima someone? susah! terlalu susah!

kalau kita dah tak suka tu..tak suka la!

tapi...orang-orang sekeliling still tak paham yang hati kita tak boleh nak terima orang tu.

bukan aku tak pernah cuba, cuba la jugak bukak an hati ni..tapi...tak boleh! haish! susah.

mungkin hati aku tak yakin dan belum yakin untuk orang tu.

but, one fine day..who knows???


adakah aku terlalu takut dengan risiko yang akan berlaku di kemudian hari? ya! memang betul! aku takut. tapi...aku berhak untuk takut! aku tak sanggup nak ambik risiko yang tinggi dalam hal ini!

biarlah...ini yang terakhir dan yang terindah.

p/s--to be continued!

Wednesday, February 15, 2012



I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

Give my all for your love

Tuesday, February 14, 2012


just nice to describe u

kejap ade...kejap takde..eh.eh.tetibe ade balik.




p/s-->esok ade bedside. tapi...tak study pon. huhu. takde mood. :( petang ade seminar lagiii. pon tak study jugak! :( 

Sunday, February 12, 2012

you love someone
not because you want him to love you too.

but rather,

you love him simply 
you found no reason not too.

mau tak terkeluar bijik mata ini

hai. (^_^)

malam-malam buta update blog. sengal ape! hehe.

YeaY!!! 1st case-write-up dah siap setelah seharian semalaman duk bersengkang mata berusaha! warghhhhhhh!!! macam tak caye jek buat cwu handwriting! selama ni asyik duk tekan-tekan cik lappy jek. nah! sekarang ambik kau! penangan posting medicine...cwu by handwriting, no type2 okayyyy. phewwww! legaaaa.

esok..eh? esok ker? arini laaa..dah ari ahad laaa. jap agi nak tido kejap, leaps tu bangun ade tugasan sedang menunggu. apakah itu??? jeng.jeng.jeng. 10 case summary for marvelous sunday! oH YeaH~~~ gudluck, then.

for ur information, JPA allowance dah masuk 2 hari lepas. setelah habis satu paeds posting, masuk surgery posting..habis surgery posting, then masuk new posting again, baru JPA nak masuk. terlalu banyak ranjau dan onak berduri sebelom nak masuk akaun an? ape-ape pon...terimakasih JPA.

hurmmmm...patutkah beli ini --> SGW??? dilema.dilema.dilema.dilema.

okay. buat budget dululah. nak kena save ni. hehe. for future plan. ooopppsss! apakah itu? apakah itu? tunggu dan baca la next-next punya entry kayyyy? haha. saje jek an.

enough for today! nite u'olls! sweet dream..sleep tight!

p/s--> success in 1st seminar presentation. next--> case presentation. hopefully it will go smoothly.

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

nak ni boley tak???

hai. (^_^)

tadi afta lunch, pegi makan tutti frutti. ambik kau! selang dua hari pegi makan tutti frutti lagiii. kelas kau maria! orang laen kekeringan, JPA tak masuk lagi..kau sedap-sedap pegi pekena tutti frutti. ni serabut punya pasal la niii!!!

ha! dah on the way tuuu, ternampak pulak bookstore pustaka rakyat. hurmmmm..apalagi, dah kaki jalan..layan jek la menonong ke bookstore tu pulak. jalan punya jalan, ternampak pulak kedai apa ntah, yang pasti kedai elektronik-jual TV, mesin basuh. kaki ni takyah cakap la an, tak menyempat nak masuk! so, dah jejak kaki kat dalam kedai tu, mata apalagi...melilau macam orang ape dah.

sekali tuuuu...zuuuppp!!! mata terus melekat kat satu benda ni! tapi still cover lagiii. buat tak tau jek dulu. intai-intai dalam purse...KERING KONTANG!!! JPA..JPA..JPA..bila nak masuk ni. pleaseeeeee.

tau tak aku nampak ape? 



nak! nak! nak!

sape-sape nak belanja???






p/s--> 1st seminar presentation in medicine posting :: thursday at 3.oo pm. wish me luck! (^_^)

Monday, February 6, 2012


just get rid of wat-eva-serabut-stuff!!!

lets start new!

Sunday, February 5, 2012

hanya Allah SWT yang Maha Mengetahui

hai. (^_^)

mood memang tak stabil sekarang ni. aku ingatkan benda-benda macam ni dah tak jadi dan takkan jadi sampai bila-bila. tapi...hmmmmm. benda dah jadi.

memang silap aku jugak pada mulanya. sebab? mase benda tu jadi untuk pertama kalinya, aku takde kekuatan dan keberanian untuk buka mulut dan katakan "JANGAN BUAT MACAM TU! AKU TAK SUKA! DAN ALLAH TAK SUKA! DOSA BESAR, OKAY!!! aku dah banyak kali pikir akibatnya. banyak kali okay!!! pikir akan kesan dan akibatnya. walaupon aku ni bukanlah alim sangat pon, tapi aku still dapat bezakan yang mana baik dan yang mana buruk. yang mana pahala, yang mana dosa. aku tak tau la nak tegur diorang macam mana. kenal..baru jek. lain la kalo dah lama kenal, dah tau hati budi, dalam luar macam mana boleh la nak direct sound an? tapi...haishhhh..susah!

sampai la benda ni jadi complicated macam ni. lepas satu, satu cerita baru yang timbul! aku dah tak tahan dah! kalo nak tengok aku mengamuk, silalah buat cerita lagi. pandai nak putar belit an cerita. bajet semua orang tak tau la perangai dia macam mana. eh! tak payahlah!!! cerita tu, dia boleh simpan laaa! buat pekasam okayyy!!! aku tak lalu lah nak dengar!

sekarang niiii, semua orang dia nak salahkan. kalo boleh, satu rumah dia nak libatkan! okay fine! buatlah! just do that! padahal dia yang buat hal...sampai kitorang yang kena cover! tapi...nak ke aku cover??? memang tak la an? nak mampos kalo perkara sebenar kantoi! aku takkan!!! NEVER! EVER! OKAYYYY!!! sejak 1st time dia buat macam tuuu, aku hilang hormat, hilang respect aku kat dia!

kitorang satu rumah, dah bincang elok-elok. macam mana nak tegur dia, so that dia tak buat lagi benda tu dan lepas kitorang tegur dia tuu, dia takkan terasa hati dengan teguran kitorang tu. kitorang siap guna cara halus untuk protes perbuatan dia. cuba buat dia faham yang kitorang tak suka dia buat macam tu. tapi, stilllll buat jugak! so, sekarang ni salah siapa? dan dia nak libatkan kitorang dalam hal dia? so, sekarang ni nak cakap kitorang semua subahat dengan dia? memang tak la kan??? nak cover untuk kau!!! haram!!! aku takkan buat!

lepas semua orang taknak cover untuk dia, boleh pulak dia buat macam-macam cerita nak aniaya kitorang satu rumah. semua tau an..BUAT CERITA laaa!!! konon-konon dia tak terlibat langsung dalam hal ni. orang lain yang dalam rumah ni yang akan tanggung semua! ehhhhhhhhh...!!!! what the @#$%!!!

aku memang pantang betol orang macam niii!!! so sekarang ni, dia nak tunjuk kat semua orang yang dia seorang yang baik. bukan dia yang buat macam tu!!! ape masalah ko sebenarnya ni??? aku tampar kan!!! nak rase penampar aku tak??? ade pelbagai perasa! bak kate ore klate "napa tawa ado! napa sigho ado! mung nok hok mano??? free of charge aku wi ko mung!!!"

sekarang ni, sape lagi yang ko nak frame hah? berlakon la selagi ko boleh berlakon! nanti sampai satu saat, satu masa kalo Allah nak tunjuk kebenaran... kejap jek benda tu boleh berlaku!

surah Ya-Sin, ayat 82::
Sesungguhnya keadaan kekuasaanNya apabila Ia menghendaki adanya sesuatu, hanyalah Ia berfirman kepada (hakikat) benda itu: ” Jadilah engkau! Maka ia terus menjadi.

okay. let see! ape lagi benda yang dia nak buat lepas ni! dah buat, tak nak mengaku! ade hati nak suh cover up lagi tuuu!!! dah orang taknak cover, nak frame2 orang pulak tu. siap buat cerita bagai! ewah..ewah..senangnya jadi ko an? baik ko pegi jadi penulis skrip lagi ade faedah!

memang menyesal habisllah aku kenal orang macam dia tu!!! sebab tu la...orang-orang tua ade cakap, nak berkawan tu pilihlah kawan dikalangan orang-orang yang baik. jangan tersilap pilih kawan yang jahat perangainya. tapi, masalahnya dia tu nampak macam orang baik, takde sikit pon terdetik yang dia tu orang yang perangainya macam hantu! memang silap besar laaa!!! sorry to say!!! DISASTER!!!

p/s-->dah la! buat semak kepala jek pikir hal dia! buat case summary lagi best!

Saturday, February 4, 2012

salam maulidur rasul

Allahumma solia'la saiyidina Muhammad waa'la ali wasahbihi wabaarik wasallim' 
selawat ke atas junjungan Nabi Muhammad SAW 

فَٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ بِهِۦ وَعَزَّرُوهُ وَنَصَرُوهُ وَٱتَّبَعُواْ ٱلنُّورَ ٱلَّذِىٓ أُنزِلَ مَعَهُ ۥۤ‌ۙ أُوْلَـٰٓٮِٕكَ هُمُ ٱلۡمُفۡلِحُونَ (١٥٧

Maka orang-orang yang beriman kepadanya (Muhammad), dan memuliakannya, juga menolongnya, serta mengikut nur (cahaya) yang diturunkan kepadanya (Al-Quran), mereka itulah orang-orang yang berjaya.
(Surah al A’raf 157)

medicine posting. lets rock, babe!!!

hai. (^_^)

new posting--> MEDICINE POSTING.

!!!welcome-welcome to new posting!!!

1st week pon dah penat macam orang hape dah. harap-harap lepas ni bila dah dapat adapt dengan medicine, no more penat-penat. tapi serius penat!!!

  • follow ward round every morning at 8.00 am.
  • 10 case summary every week. 
  • 2 seminar presentation on 2nd and 7th week of posting.
  • case presentation on 6th week of posting
  • 2 case write up by handwritting on 3rd and 7th week of posting.
  • fill up all the procedures in the ward.
harap-harap aku dapat lalui semua ini dengan hati yang cekal dan tabah. semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala urusanku sepanjang aku posting medicine ni. Amin. 

p/s-->hopefully, medicine posting will go smoothly as previous posting that i've been through before this.