Too tired.

Assalamualaikum.

Lately ni, rasa penat sangat. But, no one cares. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Apa-apa pon, disini saya nak mengucapkan selamat berpuasa kepada semua. *krikkrik(bajetadeorangbacablogni 🙄)

Tahun lepas sambut birthday dalam bulan Ramadhan, tahun ni bulan Syawal pulak. *InsyaAllah

Tapi yang tak pernah bertukar tu, status. Still single. Ahahah 😂

Try again next year! InsyaAllah.

Okayla. Tak larat dah. Harini postnight. Dua malam berturut-turut ED HOSBES full house. *tapi memang slalu macam tu pon 😑 The worse was last night. Macam ade buat kenduri pulak.  Tak faham kenapa bulan puasa pon ramai orang datang hospital, sepatutnya pegi la masjid. Saya ni  nak curi-curi terawih time keje pon tak dapat. 😞

Takpe. Try again.

P/s: Balik keje dapat sore throat. Nice combo! Puasa+sorethroat 😷😷😷 Not good. Ujian.

Realiti tak seindah angan-angan

Assalamualaikum.

Lama rasanya tak menulis blog ni. Selalunya copy&paste jek post.

Hehehe. Jadi, harini marilah kita berpuitis-puitis.

Sebelum tu, meh kita baca post ni dulu.

"You should be with the guy who always wants talk to you instead of the guy who only texts you after you just posted up a new selfie. You should be with the guy who frees his time to talk to you instead of the guy who only talks to you on his free time. You should be with the guy who would make an effort to be a part of your day every day instead of the guy who doesn't have you in his thoughts. You should be with a guy who wants to be your friend first instead of the guy who wants to skip getting to know you. You should be with a guy who gives you all of his attention when it's just you two instead of the guy who's constantly on his phone while you're both having dinner. You should be with a guy who isn't afraid to show the world that there's a girl in the picture instead of the guy who tells you "no" when you want to take pictures. You should be with a guy who would be there for you when the rest of the world is nowhere to be found instead of the guy who's nowhere to be found along with the rest of the world. Don't go getting caught up in the wrong guy, when everything you need in a guy has been there this whole time."

Ni daripada pengalaman kawan-kawan la. Pengalaman saya sendiri tu, takyah la cite kat sini. Tak menarik pon. Ehehe.

Ade kawan-kawan cakap kalau someone tu serius dengan kita, dia akan make effort untuk kita. Bukannya setiap kali upload IG baru laaa nak text, nak tanya..pegi mana? buat ape? dah makan? keje ke? The kind of make effort tu..macam keep on texting us ke..macam mana eh? Kalau 24H duk text jek, boring jugak. Macam takde benda lain nak buatkan? Hurmm..tak tau la the kind of make effort tu macam mane, lagipon tak pernah pulak ade orang make effort untuk kita. Sedihkan? Takpelah. One fine day, adela tu.

Bila tanya kawan-kawan, kalau someone tu jenis yang text bila dia ade free time jek..camane pulak? Diorang cakap, mungkin someone tu cuma gunakan kita untuk hilangkan boring dia. Kalau dia betul sukakan kita, dia akan cuba untuk text kita walau dia busy macam mana pon. Bukannya bila free baru text. Tu maksudnya, mungkin kita ni nobody pon dalam life dia. Dia tak pernah pon fikir kita buat ape seharian tu. Tapi kita pulak yang duk tertunggu-tunggu terpikir-pikir pasal dia seharian. Diorang cakap, someone yang macam tu not worth at all. Hurm, terpikir sejenak.

Kawan-kawan ade cakap jugak, kalau someone tu betul-betul serius dengan kita..dia akan straight to the point. Tapi bagi saya, saya takut sikit kalau ade orang straight to the point ni. Apa kata..be my friends first, once we get to know each other affectionately, we go one step closer. Sounds nice, rite? Tapi jangan la menaruh harapan tinggi sangat..takut kecewa untuk kesekian kalinya. Cukup-cukuplah hati ni remuk. Baru nak sembuh jek luka ni.

Pantang sangat kalau keluar makan-makan dengan kawan-kawan, ade la salah sorang kawan tu asyik duk sibuk jek dengan handphone. Ni pantang sangat! Kalau benda tu memang betul VERY IMPORTANT THING, takpe la. Ni setakat group whatsapp yang saje-saje-suke..lebih sepuluh kali nak check phone, tu memang cari nahas la. Diorang cakap, takyah layan someone yang cenggitu. Dahla keluar bukan slalu, tapi sibuk dengan phone. Kita nak attention dia, tapi dia pulak macam tu. Bo layan.

Yang pasal ambik gambar. Tak suka sangat ambik gambar selfie (sebab kita tak cantik pon.sob.sob.sob) Tapi adela kalau tetiba haritu terasa comel, adela snap untuk tatapan diri sendiri (hehe. gelak tutup mulut) Ade kawan-kawan cakap, sesetengah lelaki tak suka ambik gambar dengan spouse dia, konon malu la segan la. Kalau difikirkan buat ape nak segan kan? Ambik gambar, then save je la dalam fon. Bukannya nak tayang bagi semua orang tengok pon. Buat tatapan diri sendiri sudah. Tapi selagi belom jadi halal, jangan duk tenung lama-lama sangat. Haram. Lagipon senang nanti, kalau orang tanya dah berpunya ke belom. Laju-laju keluarkan fon..tunjuk gambar ehem-ehem dia. Kan? Baru gentleman, kan? Gituuu

Yang last ni best. Diorang cakap, untung kalau jumpa someone yang selalu ade disamping kita, percaya kat kita, setia kat kita bilamana semua orang ignore kita, tak percayakan kita. Rasa amat disayangi gitu. Tapi kita janganlah lebih-lebih. Mentang-mentang orang tu dah sayang gila kat kau, kau ambik kesempatan pulak. Janganlah macam tu tak baik tau.


Okaylah. Dah habis merapu-meraban sementara masuk keje night shift. Marilah sama-sama kita memperbaiki diri masing-masing ke arah yang lebih baik. Moga-moga berjumpalah jodoh yang diimpikan (walaupon tak tau bila jodoh nak muncul). Aamiin. Jangan mudah berputus asa. Ajal-maut-jodoh-rezeki, semua tu rahsia Allah SWT, cepat atau lambat jek. InsyaAllah. Jangan pernah putus doa.

Nanti jumpa lagi.

Walk with me through life...and I’ll have everything I’ll need for the journey. 🌈

"I Just Want Someone Who Is Afraid Of Losing Me

In our generation right now, its like people are so used of the "people come and go" thing. Is it probably because of their own experience? Are they afraid that it would happen to them as well? I have been there. I get attached to anyone easily. Maybe that's the reason why I get hurt quickly. 

I'm the kind of girl who notices everything but I stay quiet. When I get comfortable around you, I will do everything to keep and cherish whatever we have because I am a keeper. I can't imagine life without you who means a lot to me.

But this time, I just want someone who is afraid of losing me; who can't accept the idea of not having me in his life; the one who will never take me for granted. I want someone to show me and make me feel that I matter, that my existence is important, that he just doesn't need me nor just want me. I want him to need and want me all at the same time.

Just imagine having someone who will do everything to let you stay; who can't stand the fact of losing you; who can't stay mad at you. Someone who makes you a part of his life and his future because he wants to get there with you. 

In the end, what matters is the feeling of being loved and loving someone who makes you his whole world rather than just a part of it.

💌 Sherrie Albaladejo"

To me.

"To the girl who has been taken for granted, 

I know that you've reached that point wherein you questioned yourself on why you ended up that way. I know it hurts when people seem to treat you badly. But girl, do not lose hope. Heartbreaks don't define your destiny in love. Someone out there will surely treat you right. Will treat you like you're a princess without a crown. He will be one of the best things ever. But when? True love waits. True love takes 

time. ❤️

Words by: Truth Slap"

Why she wants a man..not a boy.

"Why She Wants A Man, Not A Boy


She wants a man who knows what he wants, he’s not willing to hurt her and risk losing what they have. Not a boy who chases multiple women but doesn’t want to keep just one.

She wants a man who will stick up for her, a man who knows the value of respect. Not a boy who joins his friends in demeaning jokes or makes her feel small.

She wants a man because he’s the one she’ll look to for mature advice about an argument with her best friend. Not a boy’s petty revenge plot and lack of empathy and understanding of the real world.

She wants a man who is capable of being his own person without needing to be constantly near her. A man who is stable enough to enjoy his alone time, but also knows when he needs her, she’ll be there. Not a boy who cannot stand to be alone for more than 30 minutes or make a sandwich on his own.

She wants a man who she can trust and who is able to trust her. Not a boy who makes moves on other women behind her back while he’s simultaneously jealous of anyone else who spends time with her.

She wants a man who might be scared to open up his heart but is willing to risk it being broken in return for a chance at love. Not a boy who hides behind empty jokes and games, unwilling to commit to her, afraid of the potential of love.

She wants a man who is respectful of her wishes, her needs and her hopes for the future. Not a boy who wants her whole world to be him and nothing but him.

She wants a man who has high expectations of himself and the world around him, a man full of his own hope and desire for more. Not a boy who is full of himself and sets low standards that he knows he can reach and expects love from the world but isn’t willing to give any in return.

While she wants all of these qualities in a man, deep down she knows these are things that she NEEDS in a man. The hardest part is knowing these qualities are the most difficult to find. So patiently she waits for the man who fills her with hope and love and makes all the boys seem like small bumps in the road on the way to the love of her life.

💌 Emily Wall"