I'm living very lonely without someone to love ...no one deserves to live in solitude ... when night falls, I look at the stars in the sky and then I dream that up there, in some starlet, a magical love is waiting for me.

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah.

akhirnya result exam untuk posting paeds aritu dah keluar.

alhamdulillah.

-L U L U S-

syukur ke hadrat Ilahi.

amin.

p/s--> sekarang tengah nebes tunggu result exam obgyn pulak. 

i love sea so much!

hai. (^_^)

thanks to abah because our family live in such a beautiful place, near the beach. the place that i love so much! (^_^)

p/s-->mode::homesick. =(

new posting! here i come!!!

hai. (^_^)

hari ni aku start new semester & new posting! now! it's time for surgery!!! wOOhOO!!!

pejam-celik-pejam-celik dah masuk sixth semester. hoho. cepat bebenor rasanya masa berlalu.

hopefully, surgery posting ni will go smoothly! insyaAllah. (^_^)

saya merajuk. saya dapat coklat!

terimakasih.

(^_^)

bukan merajuk sangat pon. saje jek.

peace.no.war.

afta exam!!!

hai. (^_^)

dah lama tak bukak blog. lama ker? lama la jugak an. hehe. paham-paham je laaa. exam. masa study week aritu, sempat la lagi update blog sket-sket. da start exam aritu, tak menyempat pulak nak update blog. hihi. (^_^)

so...how's exam? hurmmmmm...alhamdulillah. first day exam, just written exam for obgyn & paeds. second day exam, long case paeds & osce obgyn. n last day exam, osce paeds. cuak cuak cuak. tapi alhamdulillah..aku dah buat sehabis baik. sekarang ni, tawakkaltu'alallah. doa-doa semoga aku lulus exam semester five. amin.

afta exam! ape yang aku buat eh? haha. jangan terkejut tau. aku pegi kursus kawen. buang tebiat ape aku nii? da nak kawen ker? haha. takde laaa. aku saje jek ready awal-awal. lepas ni takde la kelam-kabut nak pegi kursus kawen. sijil kursus kawen ni takde expired tau. untuk selama-lamanya...sampai la nikah nanti. aku dengar-dengar, lepas ni kursus kawen seminggu..dah tu ade exam lagi. payah woiii. nasib baik aku ambik awal-awal. so, sape-sape rasa yang dia taknak pegi kursus kawen lama-lama & taknak exam, cepat-cepatlah pegi kursus kawen okay!

aritu aku pegi ngan rumet aku, zati. kursus tu anjuran budak-budak medik ukm, so kursus tu dibuat di PPUKM. dua hari jugak la kursus tuuu. hehe. (^_^) tapiiiii.penattt. penat-penat pon berbaloi an. hehe. terimakasih nurizzatimohdamran kerana sudi bersama-sama saya pegi kursus kawen. tak lupa jugak, terimakasih kepada 3 orang budak meki uitm shah alam kerana join kitorang & manjadi gps kitorang untuk dua hari berturut-turut!

now! its time for korean drama!!! sekarang ni tengah layan scent of a woman. n guest! who's d hero?

lee dong wook!!! 

hero mygirl!!! 

melting~~~ 

uwaaaaa~~~

da tengok sampai episod lapan dah. tapi kena stop kejap. apsal? kena kemas umah! umah dah macam tongkang pecah dahhh. huhu. (T_T) ni semua exam punya pasal. tak sempat langsung nak kemas umah. usahkan umah, bilik pon tak sempat. huhu. tadi, baru jek siap mendobi baju-baju kotor. lepas tu, sambung kemas bilik. alahai..meja studi dah macam hape dah. burok bebeno nengoknya. 

tu mase study week tuuu. lepas study week, lagi terokk! tak sanggup nak bagi nengok. len kali okayy! hehe. maluuu. (~~,)

korang perasaan tak? lappy aku tuu. fb sentiasa on jekkk mase study week. motif? boring kalo nonstop study, so kalo dah rase boring tahap cipan tuuu, aku jeling-jeling la fb sket. sikit kerrr??? okayyy. banyakkkk. tapi, efisyen apeee? kawan-kawan aku sentiasa update soklan kot ikot group fb. so, di situ kelebihan fb! terimakasih fb! muah!

ape aku merapu sal fb pulak niii. haish!

okay. sekarang bilik pon dah kemas, bergerak keluar bilik pulak. misi seterusya! kemas ruang tamu n dapur! poyo. padahal ruang tamu tu, dapur jugak! hurmmm??? korang paham tak? sebenarnya umah kitorang takde dapur pon, ade ruang tamu jek. tapi kat situ ade sinki jugak. so, kira 2-in-1 la an. penat gilaaaaa kemas ruang tamu & bersihkan segala pinggan mangkuk yang tak dibasuh selama beberapa hari. tak senonoh betol laaa anak-anak dara umah kitorang ni an? hehe. termasuk la aku sendiri. maaf. 

dah siap kemas semua! alhamdulillah. sejuk mata nengok umah, dah kemas & rapi! puas hati! haha. (^_^)

berehat kejap. jengok blog. blogwalking. fb. gosip-gosip bersama beautifulnara.

okay. sekarang nak pegi cuci toilet pulak! 

bubye!

(^_^)

p/s-->malam ni ade discussion pasal elective program. lepas tu nak sambung tengok citer!!! yahuuu!!! tak sedar esok ade kelas pagi-pagi buta! ade aku kisah! =P haha.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

the worst way to miss someone is when there are right beside you.

and yet you know you can never have them. 

Tak Mungkin Aku_Ainan Tasneem

Janganlah lagi kau mengharap

Cintaku untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau merayu

Padaku Untuk menerima kamu

Jangan kau mendekati

Aku ingin dijauhi

Pergilah engkau pergi

Pergi dari hidup ini

Jangan lagi memaksa

Aku tahu kau berpura

Baik putuskan saja

Engkau memang buaya

C/O :

Tak mungkin aku

Tak mungkin aku kembali

Kembali pada diri mu lagi

Tak mungkin aku

Tak mungkin aku bersedih

Bersedih kerna diri mu lagi

Tak perlu lagi ditanya

Mengapa kenapa

Tak perlu lagi berdusta

Kerana ku tahu itu semua

Tak perlu kau mencari

Diriku ini lagi

Aku ingin sendiri

Tanpa engkau di sisi

Tak perlu kau berasa

Diri aku engkau punya

Baik lepaskan saja

Aku tak rela bersama

deep inside my heart

unfriend you_greyson chance

I really thought you were the one
It was over before it begun
It's so hard for me to walk away
But I know I can't stay

You're beautiful and crazy too
Baby, that's why I fell into you
Even though you would pretend to be
You were never with me

So it's over, yeah we're through, so I'mma unfriend you
You're the best I ever knew, so I will unfriend you
'Cause I should have known, right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Now it's over, my last move is to unfriend you

I thought in time that you could change
Time and love would heal the pain
I didn't want this day to come
Now all I feel is numb

So it's over, yeah we're through, so I'mma unfriend you
You're the best I ever knew, so I will unfriend you
'Cause I should have known, right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Now it's over, my last move is to unfriend you

You come on to anybody
Everybody all the time
You give up to anybody
What I thought was only mine

So it's over, yeah we're through, so I'mma unfriend you
You're the best I ever knew, so I will unfriend you
'Cause I should have known, right from the start
That you didn't have a human heart
Now it's over, my last move is to unfriend you

So I'mma unfriend you
So I'mma unfriend you

just...stop hoping.

nothing can change my word.

lapar.sob.sob.sob.

exam is coming!!!

so!!!

it's study time!!!

oH...YeaH!!!

!!!gO fifi gO!!!

(^_^)

S T O P

now, it's time to let u go!

just go!

if it is better for us.

i'm..just dunno.

just go!

go!

u give a lot of wonderful memories to me.

and now..

u make my life miserable!

just go!

now, i'll be pretend that

there's nothing happened between us before.

and..we're just friend.

just friend from the start till now.

nothing seems to be changed.

just go!

u seems to be liked to play hide-and-seek.

and now, u're going to be REALLY HARD TO FIND!

so, enjoy it!

p/s--> okay. i'm done! never ever comes back to my life again. because, u're just wasting ur time. #fullstop! #this is the ending of ourstory#