Its not easy at all

"She's not an easy girl to be in a relationship with. You can say it might even be a struggle to be with her. She has a good heart, but with everything she's been through, it's caused her to be over-protective of herself. She tends to shut her emotions down from time to time because it's how she copes with things. She tends to distance herself away from people because it's how she stays away from bullshit. She tends to push people away because it's how she stops herself from getting too close to someone. She tends to have mixed feelings about things because it's how she keeps herself from doing things she might end up regretting. She tends to keep things to herself because it's how she avoids having people make her feel stupid for feeling the way she feels. Yeah, being with her wouldn't be easy, but if things were easy, it wouldn't be worth it."